Life - by the fairy

How do you approach your life?
Do you savour every minute?
See the best in situations,
find the rainbow after sorrow

or do you fritter life away
with worry and planning for the future
instead of being in the moment
and enjoying your day today

Can you make somebody smile
whose burdens weigh them down
Can you brighten up their day
and clear away their frown

Or do you stress and angst
Feel heaving with cares and woes
and never see the joy
each moment can expose

Slow down your pace
life is not a race

Flying - by the fairy

Here is the other one I wasnt that happy with. Your opinion is welcome.

Air lets wings take flight, 

be they angel, bird, butterfly or bee, 

all experience the pure joy 

of knowing they are free. 

Air lets wings take flight, 

to soar above the trees,  

so light & carefree, 

to rest upon a cloud & simply be...

Air lets wings take flight 

to detach from reality 

& fly into your dreams, 

to purify your thoughts,

liberate your mind 

& set your spirit free.

Gypsy - by the fairy

Dirty, thieving gypsies, 

thats how we are perceived, 

a scurge to society,

never to be belived.

We offer help through gift of seeing, 

but frighten people with our knowing. Individually politeness rules, 

banded together they act like fools, 

to your face all very nice, 

behind your back no sugar or spice. 

We offer wisdom for their spiritual path, but no-one cares they simply laugh. 

We are persecuted & ostracised, 

feel lonely & dispossed. 

Never belonging anywhere, 

forced to travel & never rest. 

I hate this life of isolation, 

I need some purpose & participation, 

I long to be normal & fit in, 

but am made to like thats a sin, 

different, tragic & so alone, 

with no place to ever call home, 

the gift of sight is a curse I'm sure 

& one I dont want any more.

Caring for your crystals - by the fairy

Sending u some info to safely activate your chakra crystals. Close your eyes & concentrate on crystals. See them surrounded by bright white light. Ask that they will b attuned to your own unique frequency & that they will b activated to act as healers at any level u may need now or at any time in the future. Ask that the crystals b blessed by the highest energies in the universe & b dedicated to your self healing & that of the environment around you.

Tree - by the Councelor

I feel like a tree
Standing beside fresh water
Dropping leaves gratefully
Leaves of desire
Leaves of pleasure
Leaves of disbelief
Leaves of deeply drawn satisfaction
Leaves of expanding heart
A tree who's going to keep walking a journey
Exploring landscape, air, ether, & our fire & water!

Water - by the Fairy

The dark clouds gather and raindrops flow
To gently cleanse the earth below
Bringing life and growth to all around
as miracles burst forth from the ground.

A pavement puddle after rain
Brings joy and pleasure once again
the children splash around all day
No cares, or worries, lets just play

The salty ocean beckons you
A vast expanse of green and blue
Floating, drifting, moving free
It takes you where you want to be

The beauty of the icy crystal clear river
Shining and sparkling in the sun
The sudden shock to your senses
if you choose to jump straight in.

The bathtub beckons to soothe my soul
Immersed in scented bliss, the goal
Feel the warm caress and sensual delight
With the body relaxed, the brain takes flight.

Blissful Water - by the Fairy

Stand naked beneath the warm waterfall
Allow the senses to whole
feel energised and consummate
as all your worries dissipate

The self indulgent luxurious bliss
of water on skin, like a gentle kiss
so sweet and lovely near Divine
A heavenly transcendent time

The fresh clean water so uplifting,
a sacred ritual of purification
Brings exquisite joy and ecstasy
a perfect end to a magical day

Fire - by the Fairy

FIRE - by the Fairy

Tied to the stake to be burnt at noon,
the wood piled around me,
my death will come soon.

My heart is pounding,
I beg for mercy,
my gaolers laugh & accuse me of heresy.

I have done no wrong,
dont deserve to die,
yet imminent death makes me shake & cry.

Be strong & breath,
try to stay calm,
as the crowds gather with intent to harm.

They spit & throw stones & verbally abuse me,
& in panic & terror I try to break free.

No escape for me,
I'm bound too tight
and no one cares about my plight.

The fire is lit, the flames now grow,
& acrid smoke begins to flow.

My fear consumes me,
as death draws near,
the searing flames so hard to bear.

Incredible pain,
beyond belief,
despair continues into grief,
breath thick smoke into my lungs,
& pray that death quickly comes.

Blessed unconsciousness takes hold,
a thankful release from distress untold,
leave this body & be at peace,
Angels help in my release.

This poem is not for the book just a release. Xx

Messages from the fairy

Hi Anrie, had the notion to draw/write what I feel now. It is so much fuller than my last drawing & felt I could have added much more but out of space. Wanted to share the picture with u, as you have been instrumental  in the positive changes in my life. In case you cant read it, in the heart it says,"Anrie, special place in my heart for u dear friend & spititual soulmate".  Much love & hugs to u sweet Earth Angel Anrie. Xxxooo

Hi Anrie, I am glad u recognised it was my wee magic music box in the picture as sometimes its hard to tell with my drawings!! Whats not to love about u.You are perfect as u r Anrie, no need to be anything different. U have the most beautiful mind & soul & incredible wisdom & clarity & sheer joy for life. U r very easy to love my sweet friend. U also of course give the best hugs ever, ha ha! Go enjoy your day, take a photo or txt me only if u get time. Much love & hugs xxxooo

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I am sending u a large bubble of pure pink loving energy so u can hop inside it whenever u need some of my unconditioal love. I know u will b able to see it & hope u will also be able to feel it. Enjoy it & know how much u r loved.xxxooo

Dark Horse Notes - Movie

Memories from the Dark Horse:  Beautiful film

When you do what you love, you become loved for what you do

The king has a lot of responsibility, and it slows him down.  So he can only move one step at a time.

No one had their hand on my shoulder telling me everything will be alright

Burn down the school!

Don't leave anyone behind
Guather the troops and protect the king!

How many times have you been pissed on?
How many times have you cried?

Hey Gen, stability hey?


Song:

If you need me
I want you to call me
Don't wait too long
if things go wrong
I'll be home

If you want me
send for me
Don't wait too long
Just pick up your phone
and I'll be home
Where I belong

The day is done - by the Councilor

The day is done
the webs are spun
amanda had fun
anrie did a run

anrie found a tree
took a picture of 'me'
and a picture of rocky scree
these things on FB i did see

and now i see the moon 
at which i do swoon
and i'll race with my spoon
to my bed in another room 

enjoy your last day
in the area of nelson bay
a little longer there to stay
then back to auckland and play

My friend Aileen

My dear friend Aileen,
How special you are
you seem to still seek yourself
I can tell you who you are

You're the lady with the lamp
looking after those in need
Helping others is always on your mind
and you help me to be more kind

You are an angel my friend
that is never to tired for tea
you help my heart to mend
and show me the wonders of me

It is never to early or late
to text my dear friend Aileen,
You are always ready for a date
to explore what lies unseen

You have a collection of cards
and we simply can play for hours
you have a bag full of crystals
that you use for their healing powers

Aileen, you are a fairy
with bright rainbow coloured wings
You can lighten up the room
with all sorts of wonderful things

For you, life is a magical mystery
to be explored with wonder
You see so much beauty in nature
and find all sorts of wisdoms to ponder

Walking the labyrinth in the moonlight
is a joy with my friend Aileen
You help me to be in the moment
even if at first, I wasn't keen

The labyrinth under the moon
the labyrinth below our feet
the labyrinth in our minds
walk the labyrinth to our own beat

It is easy to please the fairy
you love your magical music box
You let me listen to the beat of your heart
and I feel love from my head to my socks

Aileen believes in trust
Aileen believes in loyalty
I'm so blessed to call you my friend
You make me feel like royalty

A playful fairy

A healing angel

A creative poet

A loyal friend

So if you ever wonder who you are

Remember that you are the wonder

Thank you for being my friend
I hope you'll continue the trend

Know Your Life Purpose

1.  Who are you?

I am Anrie

2.  What do you do?

I write

3. Who do you do it for?

For those with awareness

4. What do those people meed?

Inspiration

5. How do they change as a result (what do they get)?

I empower people to take responsibility for their lives

Reflections - by the fairy

In the mirror what do you find,                 truth & beauty of a different kind,         look at the reflection, 

who do you see,       

the outer shell or the inner me.           

      

You can paint your face 

& try to conceal,                

the bits inside 

you dont want to reveal, 

but the mask cant hide 

your inner goal,

as the eyes open 

the window to your soul.

Breath - by the fairy

How I long to be able to breath.    

To fill my lungs easily with fresh cool air,              
to feel that air energize my body,
every cell invigorated, bursting with life & purpose.           

How I long to be able to breath,    

no effort or conscious thought required,            
no feeling like I am running a marathon,
no breathing fast & hard with muscles screaming in pain. 

How I long to be able to breath,    

no gasping, coughing or wheezing,            
no feeling of drowning in my own secretions,  
no struggling for every breath always feeling spent & exhausted. 

How I long to be able to breath,    

my head to feel clear,                   

my body able to move at will, 

no dizzyness or panic wondering 

if this will be my last breath.              

How I long to be able to breath, 

stop the endless struggle,           

relax & let go & drift into peace, 

accept my fate & release all fear at last.    

How good it is to be able to breath, 

my soul released from this frail physical vessel.

I am whole & perfect once more, 

this lifetimes journey is over, 

time to start anew.

Life on the Move

On the plane again
looking at the sky
watching the clouds
as they gently float by

On the road again
steering the wheel
seeing the trees
whizzing by in a breeze

On a train again
noticing time flying by
listening to the track
going clickety clack

Happy 6 year anniversary

Only six years ago
Life was unknown
life was an exiting adventure
getting on a plane
to a new land
a new culture
a way of being

In my new world
I love freely
I feel intensely
I belong completely
I flourish in the peaceful energy
that is New Zealand

After six years of exploring
of learning new things
of starting afresh

I now stand before myself
naked of all expectations
no attachment to the outcome
free to choose
free to be
where ever I am
where ever I go

Standing before me
a choice to move again
to go to a new land
to explore new beginnings
is NZ to small for me now?

Will I enjoy disappearing
in the great unknown
from where I came?

Where life is fast
sometimes cruel and impersonal
will life be rich with experience?
you bet!

What would need to happen
for me to get excited?

how much of my life in NZ
has been consumed of work?
How much have been spent on
new experiences?
new friends?
new hobbies?
new roots?

Will those roots last me?
Even if I move next door?

The River - by the fairy

 THE RIVER          By the fairy

Our life journey mirrors the river.  At times calm & peaceful, moving gently, making steady progress, drifting along, going with the flow. 

At times turbulent, fast moving, rushing along,spinning & tumbling, bubbling energy, seething & powerful.          

 Our life journey perpetually changes, ORIGINATING aligned with tributaries of parents,siblings, family & friends who give, teach, share, nurture & love, supporting our faltering steps towards independence.

 PROGRESSING to branch off & explore a new path. Initially stumbling over rocks, spinning in eddies, excitedly leaping waterfalls, twisting & turning, backwards & forwards but always moving. 

DEVELOPING strength to overcome obstacles, gliding along, merging with others to produce incredible surges of power impossible to contain, holding the potential to alter the landscape & the rivers direction.    

GROWING & expanding with knowledge & wisdom, searching the depth & breadth of your being. Uncovering secrets & treasures hidden deep or just bobbing along on the surface with no cares at all. 

UNDERSTANDING the flow that consists of our individual life journey, whilst acknowlwdging that ultimately the river will reach the sea. Knowing & accepting that fate will lead you where you are meant to be. 

Relax & enjoy your life journey & know it mirrors the river.

When its over

When it is over
It hurts in your heart
the pain lingers
and you yearn for it to be different

When it is over
you pretend that it is not
you keep to yourself
hoping to find another way
with your head in the sand

When it is over
the anger rises out of nowhere
mad at someone that doesn't exist
angry for not protecting yourself
need to release the energy inside

When it is over
you grasp at the very last possibility
that you can gain control back
and negotiate what if's and if only's
as a different way of attack

When it is over
everything else is being neglected
and nothing seems to be the same
but when you are ready to pick up the pieces
someone will be there with a hug

When it is over
you accept that everything is temporary
and nothing can last forever
the duration of the experience is of no consequence
It is the impact that will last a lifetime