Dream

Dear diary,

I had a dream last night about my work and what I'll be doing next.

I dreamt I still worked with Schalk and he was developing a new service line to train and ups kill the youth about what they needed to know about nature and sustainability.

It was about preparing youth to have a different mindset than previous generations, to equip them to take care of the planet, and not just take for their own sake.

To respect all living beings as sacret, no matter what my opinion of them is.

My dream changed into being in a lineup to jump into a dark tube, which assumable lead into a tank of water.  Before I jumped I analysed if it would be better just to dive in and if it was going to be deep enough if the momentum takes me down faster and thus deeper into the water.  

Everyone else just jumped without question.

When will I jump?

The 4 habits to make this year awesome - Robin Sharma

Link to the video
https://youtu.be/d2QZiMsmtJg


4 Habits

1. One page plan - look at it every 7 days
1. Write your magnificent obsession in one paragraph (If you had a magic wand, what would that looks like)
2. 3 top values
3. What you need to do to make this your best year yet per quarter
2. Make the holy hour a daily rituals
1. 20 min exercise
2. 20 min learn
3. 20 min journal/review schedule
4. Expand your limits by going to the edge of your ability
3. Second Wind Workout
1. Do another 20 min of exercise
2. level out sugar levels by going for an hour walk
4. Scheduling: Weekly design system
1. The things that get scheduled are the things that get done
2. Write down your victories for the week and a rating
3. Build your days around your priorities

Notes:

• "Clarity precedes Mastery"
• "You never will be able to hit a target you can't see"
• Every dream starts now
• Mark Twain: "Sorry I'm writing you a long letter, I didn't have time to write you a short one"
• "He who sweats more in training bleeds more in war"
• "When you transform your fitness you transport your business"
• "Dream big, start small...
• "Focus is more valuable than intelligence"
• "There is nothing so useless to do efficiently that which should not be done at all" Peter Drucker
• "A job is only a job if you choose to see it as a job"
• Your work is your chance to express your genius and creativity
• Your work is your chance to be an instrument of service to humanity 
• Become Picasso level in your work (one of the greats)
• Get world class fitness
• Get world class learning: Learning is an investment not a cost
• Your life is too important to be waisted

Worry - Robin Sharma

https://youtu.be/Ft5Fk7GvzcA

I liked what he said about the two most important things you have:

1.       Mental Focus

2.       Physical Energy

So many people go through life where they don’t feel they have the physical energy to build the life they really want.  That could be because they don’t have mental focus, or because they focus on what is not congruent with them.  It all starts with doing what you love, and feeling in balance with your values (heart), your thoughts (mind), and your actions (gut).  We seem to confuse our feelings from our intuition. 

Feelings are influenced by our thoughts and our actions, we do first then we feel. Not the other way around.  Although we tend to ‘do what we feel’ which leads to doing the same thing over and over again.  If we start knowing how we’ll feel after doing something, we build a ritual to create the feelings we want.

If we exercise, we can either focus on the pain, or the feeling after the exercise to motivate us to do it again.  Rituals is about doing it because it is time, not because you feel like it.  I used to write every morning when I woke up, and just before I go to bed.  I want to start doing that again. 

Time Management

Unproductive (busy) work
Work that you do that can be done later


Plan your work
- Priority
- Task
- What is it?
- Who
- Start
- Due Date
- Time


My Responsibilities
- Plan new orders, what is implemented
- what is on hold, why? remove obstacles
-

KPIs for 2016 - how will we measure
- Review Spider Strategies
- Build Excel view in the meantime
- Jobs in/out



WIP for Nov - bill/write off old WIP
Appoint Scheduler, define scheduling process for VC

Contemplation at Gold Coast Water

Is it possible to take the city out of the girl,
when you take the girl out of the city?

How long does it take to get the noise out of your head
even when your ears can no longer hear it?

Is it only when you let your ears hear the quacking of flying ducks
The call of an early rising turtle dove
The chirpinng of small birds playing in the trees?

How many fish has to jump out of the water
before you stop feeling like one?
How many ripples in the water does it take to make a storm?

Thoughts buzzing and hovering like bugs around your head
Fighting for your attention, feelings of unfulfilled responsiblities left behind
In your desparate attempt to be everything and nothing at the same time
you achive neither, and left with a feeling of dispair

What would happen if you take each thought on its own,
and write it all out to get it out of your head.
Then pick the hard things first you can do something about
and you'll feel a sense of achievement to calm your mind

But what if life is not about achieving, but for us to enjoy with others?
Will you create a life for yourself that will allow you the time to enjoy the view?

Birthday letter

Dear Anrie,

Make this year count!!!

You have the support you seek now.  Excuses be gone!

Go and get the life you dream of.  You now have your woman who supports you in all you do, but YOU need to step up and take it. Do it.  Follow your purpose.

Consolidate your years of research.

Finish your book, add new poems and start your new book.

Do what you must to sort out your finances.

Go love your woman!

Birthday Poem from Aileen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANRIE my twin soulmate
Who triggers issues for me to contemplate
You are kind but determined to reflect the truth
No escape from the realities you unearth

I miss you so much my SPECIAL friend. (Ha Ha!)

The one on whom I can depend
To let me see my faults and flaws
Correct them and grow in confidence

So much has changed for you in a year
New country, new girlfriend, home and career
From anguish and sorrow and rebound love
To finding Jean the light of your life

I know Jean feeds you healthy food
Biodynamic which is super good
And now her new Vitamix toy
I'm sure will bring you both great joy

I'm so happy that Jean spoils you to pieces
As you dear sis deserve fulfilled wishes
You've become part of an instant family
A cultural experience with respect each way

You cant help but try to uplift all you meet
Give guidance and clarity and support so complete
You're driven by your spiritual soul
To assist everyone to achieve their goal

I feel the time has come to change career
Something more rewarding is required here
This job you're in doesn't resonate with your soul
So look out for opportunities that align with your goal

Your book is very nearly complete
A long painstaking, arduous feat
You're onto research for the next one
Moving closer to your lifes mission

So today as you deliberate on your life
Give thanks for the joy and the strife
As both are essential to your growth
and part of your journey in search of your truth

So my dear friend Anrie on your special day
Much love and happiness I'm sending your way
Hope the day is filled with joy and fun
And cant wait to see the silhouette pics of you and Jean!

A Thousand Years - Princess

"A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone,

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

3 Andromeda

For more information: http://www.lightconnection.org/planet...
Those with an Andromeda (galaxy) planetary 
origin seek freedom. There is a deep inner thirst 
and drive that leads them to search for this feeling 
of freedom. They may change jobs, homes or 
relationships in their search for freedom. At some 
point, they will realize that the freedom they seek 
and the feelings they often have of being trapped 
are not due to their actual circumstances. 

The true freedom they seek comes only from 
within. It is found only by developing self love, and 
the inner spiritual self. The mature Andromedan 
has realized this, and works with this knowledge to 
create a reality that allows these needs to be 
honored, while continuing to grow in other areas.

Andromedans must work with issues of self-
confidence and love. These areas may be obvious 
in their need for development, or they may be 
disguised. When self love and confidence are 
developed, the inner freedom and spiritual 
connectedness will be found within...where it has 
always been, if the trust and faith in self were 
present to allow it to be seen. As this develops, the 
connection between self and God becomes strong. 
This allows past life memories to flow, and many 
old talents begin to awaken to be used once again.

Many Andromedan souls discover they have much 
to offer others on a spiritual pathway and become 
known as teachers and healers. Andromedans 
enjoy travel and thrive on experiencing many types 
of realities. They enjoy excitement, activity, and 
variety. They may also have early desires to visit 
past life homes, shown as desires to visit certain 
places or interest in certain areas or time periods 
without understanding why. Many souls from the 
Andromeda galaxy may enjoy driving fast, or flying 
in airplanes, as this stimulates subconscious 
memories of 'home'. 

Andromedans tend to create dramatic learning 
scenarios for themselves, due to their tendency to 
be self-critical and not take themselves seriously. 
Through learning to 'notice' smaller growth 
opportunities and lessons, they will begin to avoid 
creating larger dramas.

The Andromedan tendency to be self-critical may 
lead them to expect others to be critical of them. 
They are often surprised at finding how well they 
are liked by others! Outwardly, many Andromedan 
are confident, capable, and outgoing with well 
developed abilities to communicate with others. 
They are very good at keeping the inner fears, 
doubts and insecurities inside and presenting a 
very different 'face' to the outside world.

They may be well suited to teaching, health care or 
careers which involve traveling. Some learn to 
combine the attraction to drama with writing or 
acting, and express themselves in those ways.

Andromedans have healing and communication 
abilities which are often felt early in childhood. 
These are often ignored or discouraged by family 
members, and must later be retrieved. 
Andromedans are sensitive, caring individuals who 
have much compassion and ability to put 
themselves in another's position and truly 
empathize. There is a desire to work with healing 
the physical, emotional, or psychic pains of 
mankind.

Starseed Soul Groups

Starseed Soul Groups Mentioned: 

1 - Alpha Centaurian 0:55

Creating 

Slowing down

Equality, integrity, 

Return to nature

Nurturing 

Protective, Loyal, supportive,

Intuitive, simple

Small no. of close friends

Priority: connect natural sources, noise to a minimum

2 - Alpha Draconian 2:21

Holding space

Positions of power

Refined, committed, agile

Like isolation, few connections

Keep most people from their deep core

Management positions, hierarchies are important to them

3 - Andromedan 3:25

Encouraging high development

Public defenders

Intrudicing behaviours that 

Graceful, open, deep

Communitive,

mentors to others, encouragements

Enjoy clarity, share information

Interested in learning anything about anything

4 - Anunnaki 4:29

Encourage deep commitment of authority in self

collective excellence

proud, brave, entrepid, loyal

forming relationship with powerful and dominant beings

commingling with other beings

wealth and abundance

emotionally fit

5 - Arcturian 5:29

Expanding technologies and knowledge in our consciousness

Analytic, curious, dedicated, open, loving , demanding

enjoy forming relationships, to discover new information and experiences

hyper focused lifestyles

enjoy studying, understanding reality through many lenses

50% wallflower, 50% philosopher

6 - Lyran 6:37

exploring human nature, and encourage the same in others

adaptive, flexible, adventurous, inventive, 

diverse communicative people, especially creative

make things work by fulfilling others needs

little stress, low vibrations 

low conflict

7 - Orion Constellation 7:36

enbody intense focus, major spiritual in others

old soul, laid back, pragmatic, solid dependable

stability and security

leadership roles

core group of intimate relationships

respect, enjoy understanding environment through observation and participation

8 - Pleiadian 8:36

forming energy networks and personal

love an joy

nuturing, generous, soulful

strong

form relationship easily enjoy being introduced to new relationship

can easily cull negative relationships in order to maintain balance

like work to assist others with internet communications, human resources,

require time to themselves in nature to recharge

9 - Procyon 9:43

purpose identify false images

intellectual dead ends before others do

wild liberty

natural otomaty with others

sincere, upfront, wise talented

find aquintences entertaining

sceptic

high feeds of magic, best ideas

new solutions to old problems

10 - Reptilian 10:54

holding space for quiet warrior

managing influencing

shy, observent, quick, resilient, calculated, focused

comfortable with those same as them

don't like attention

seek large volumes of information

quiet out of the way space for

11 - Sirian 11:58

archivist, priests, scholars

preserve knowledge,

high vibrations

things they can hold or easily observed

intence, focused, meditative

interspective wise generous

like to work with other races, commonly in teams

deep large scale manifestations

seek harmony in all relationships

enjoy studying construction of systems

routines and schedules to maintain commitments

deep obsessive love for music, both singing/listening

knowledge of both technology and nature

12 - Tau Cetian 13:07

Psychic clarity, open investigation into reality

identify systems that don't support life

puzzling, warm learnered

honest, perspective, introspective

strategic partners

friendship with similar skills

examine evidence

pursue spice of life

exercise passions

13 - Telosian 14:10

creating sacred spaces

integen

vulnerable, homesick

connect with like-minded individuals

low stress and stable commitments

health very seriously

14 - Ummite 14:59

solve technical problems with out of the box approach

secretive, poinent, difficult

intutive, outlandish

disire to co-create, but only specific tasks for brief times

don't like unexpectedly approached

good deal of time to themselves

value memories 

positive attachments

15 - Vegan 16:00

bring people attention to important 

anchious, proud, strong corporative, upset

like work to a common goal, become domineering

safety and stability of living situation

motivated by survival

Akashic Records

Powerful creator of your own experience

Used to have spiritual seekers, now we have spiritual students and teachers

But very few spiritual doers - action/manifest

Do you want to create martyrdom instead of being a leader from abundance

We may be aware of what we manifest but don't understand how we do it

There is time lag between choice and consequence so we loose the thread

Choices could have been made lifetimes ago

We don't bring much awareness to our life

3rd dimension time depending on choice/consequence

3rd dimension is here and now, physical body, linear time

4th dimension is thought and time travel (time travel to future to plan)

5th dimension is Information (accessible to all, and is everywhere), anyone can connect, like Internet

And there are firewalls to protect some information, read the history of your soul

You cannot read someone's record only with their permission

Choice and consequence can be viewed together even though they happen Millenia apart

Bridge the gap between c&c

The illusion is that we do not cause our 

Religion encourage you not to take your spiritual power

Light not being attacked by negative entities created by an outside source, we are the source

There is no battle, there is just us, we are both, and create positive or negative consequences in your life.

Universal law, we cannot have both, you either create NONE or ALL of it. Claim all of it.

World create spiritual disempowerment

Choices of past life couldn't be remembered but the energy still show up in current life

Either or thinking limits your options, thinking you can't have one without the other

Keys to manifesting

1 consciousness

2 responsibility

Short term view

- we are not our own best client

A negative choice is a choice we make that is against ourselves

Choosing to be who we are not

It negates who we are

If we corrected the choice it will not be in the record

Record of your beliefs 

(Love or money, family or charity)

Universally negative choice patterns

- guilt

- obligation

- blame

- shame

- victimisation , I can't... 

You can't meditate your life into wealth

KNOW YOUR DIVINITY

akashic records hold the specific vibrational identity of your soul as it was first created by Devine source. What your soul is made of

2 markers:

1. Your soul group: 15 star systems within our galaxy that you soul choose to go with vibrational likeness

2. Energy centres of your soul's vibrational spectrum/frequencies, tools for manifestation

As it is above, so it is below

Soul realignment

You will understand who you are not

Unique- from the Fairy

You are a unique individual strong and secure
Like your own company and have no fear
A shining star spreading light
Through your high vibration and smiles of delight.

Your inquisitive nature leads you to explore
To understand cultures near and far
To link and connect with all sorts of people
And fit them together like a puzzle.

Your circle of contacts link to each other
As mutual interests they discover
And each soul grows in confidence
Nurtured by your easy acceptance.

Your willingness to problem solve
The issues others cant resolve
Show your amazing patience and determination
The concept of defeat for you a foreign notion.

Your mantra is connect connect
And your many interests allow for that
Being detached from personal drama
Brings enlightenment for you much nearer.

You're a spark of light inside my head
That enables my brain to understand
You hold that space and put it in order
Reflect my thoughts so they become clearer.

Stay solid and centred and maintain balance
Surround yourself with all the colours
Spirituality health and communication
Based on a strong intuitive foundation

Are pre-requisites for this life mission
As a happiness empowering technician.

Day at the beach

What joy at the beach
if you have the courage
to get out of your room
and enjoy the sun on your skin

Families out taking advantage of the weather
Dad walking hand in hand with his daughter,
strolling, wet sandals in his other hand.
Willing to stop as she bends down endlessly
to investigate natures treasures in the sand.

Young men passing a ball with
great delight and enjoyment
As if by magic, the ball
radiates happiness, when it is touched.
Eager to impress onlookers, who
seem oblivious to their efforts.

Children playing in the sand
building fortresses soon to be
demolished by the incoming wave
sea gulls flock together
a young boy curious, slowly walking
closer to touch them,
forever eluded by the flying birds

Lovers walking hand in hand
taking in the romantic scene
of the sun glistening on the ocean,
mountains dormant, blue and rigid.

A young boy wade side to side
as he walks, hands deep inside his pockets
as if to hide himself from the world.
seemingly oblivious to the beauty around him.
Lift his nose to take in a fresh breath
and smell his growing loneliness.

A girl, relaxing on her towel
bare skin glistening in the sun
eager to share her beauty with
whomever is willing to look.
soaking up the warm in form of a tan
reading her book, escaping the world around her

Families sitting under the trees
picnic blanket filled with bread, fruit, snacks
is this quality time, being together time?
drinking and sharing stories together?

On the water is a float
with children using it as a dive board
holding on while their feet
are kicking up water, splashing as they play.

A young baby girl testing her toe in the cold water
walking slowly towards the deeper unknown,
careful not to get hurt, not step on a rock.
The children swimming ahead in the distance
her destination of choice, if courage wins.
She turns her head to look for encouragement
as if looking back will help her move forward

A worried mother spot the young child in the water
"What are you doing?" the voice is angry with concern
The baby looses all hope and turns
just as she was about to join the swimmers.
Her fear drives her back to the shore
much aster that it took her to wade off into the water
mother is angry now, she learns not to have courage.

And that is how we grow up
in units of people, and sometimes alone
looking for the group that we fit in or belong.
When you look and finally realize
you fit no where, and you belong everywhere.

My friend Aileen

My friend Aileen
is a sensitive soul
she's a big dreamer
although she believe she has no goal

She is a nurse by trade
and I can tell you true
she has all sorts of methods
up her sleeve, to help you

She knows her stuff
when it comes to medicine
she even sometimes calls herself
a walking pharmacy

She's got what you need
that's for sure
Alternative healing or
method can also help with a cure

And when you're sick
she'll take care of you
you can be sure
just like moma used to do

Aileen is also sometimes
just like a big child
asking 'why?' endlessly
to feed her childlike curiosity

'Are we there yet?' She'd ask
when away on a road trip
filled with excitement, and
not to let any adventure slip

Make sure to play some music
for my friend Aileen
Especially Celtic songs
to pain a Scottish scene

Now beware; playful Aileen
can sometimes tease
but she means no harm
put your mind at ease

The thing I admire the most
about my friend, is her
capacity to forgive
and believe no ill intent

She is ready to accept that
she can look at a situation
in a different way
without much contemplation

Nature is Aileen's best friend
it shows her miracles abound
Because she is eager to see
Caterpillars, Chrysalis and butterflies around

The butterflies would carry messages
from angels and other guides
they would come and dance for her
and surround her from all sides

She loves dear Molly who
loves spending time on walks for sure
While Aileen smell the flowers
Molly sniff out natures treasures

She walks the labyrinth for inspiration
and do her journey work her way
she'll right a poem or just a note
to express what she'd love to say

her poetry all perfectly rhymes
And make her feel so proud
but when a rhyme eludes her
She express her dismay aloud

She is in touch with her feelings
and she operates from her heart
And if she is ever in doubt,
her pendulum tells her she's smart

Although she was unsure at first
and believed she sucks at techno
she now finds herself sorting
her photos, just like a real pro

I'll let you in
on a little secret thing
my friend Aileen
wish she had angel wings

I see her admire the angel wings
on the cards that she draw
stroke them lovingly
and look upon them in awe

And sometimes when Aileen
does her special healing things
I swear that I can see behind her back,
spreading beautiful white wings

Sydney Commute

Isn't it funny.  The train ride to Sydney

Peak traffic keeps people standing 

in the corridor.  Some sitting, poking at

their  technology block.  Quietly waiting. 

Some got their ears wired to their boxes, seemingly oblivious to the station announcements.  In their own world. 

With their own thoughts.  I wonder. 

The woman next to me sit with closed eyes.

Her body gently rocking with the beat of the train.  Probably unaware of her environment.  

Strangers mixed together in a can, without

Talking, without touching.  Yet we breath upon each other. Recycling the same air. 

Sharing the thought vibrations that are available to us all.  Are you open to it?

Nature

A day spent inside is a wasted day

of nature showing off its beauty.

The trees creaking in the soft wind

Flowers blossoming bright after morning due

Grass pressing on upwards to the sun

Green in the sunlight hue

Small reptiles baking in the morning sun

Fast to scury and avoid human feet

Tree bark slipping of the trunk

Down below the pieces meet

Hungry birds chirping their song

Eager to tell their tale

Gossip travel from tree to tree

Singing oh so happily 

This goes on and much much more

While people hide in their shelters

Away from the storm, away from the joy

Is that what we call human nature?

Larry the Cricket

Larry the cricket, once there was

A friendly old chap, stuck in a vase

He jumped and twirl, escape was near

Poor Larry was scared, and filled with fear.

Jack was his name, this little boy

Captured Larry he did, and took his joy

Curious he was, now let me see

What the cricket does when he’s not free

Jump! Skip! Hop! Then fall on his head

Larry got angry, Larry saw red!

Everyone heard how he screamed and shout,

But no one was brave to help Larry out.

Then Jack got bored, and Jack moved on

Forgot all about Larry, and he was gone.

Larry got tired of shouting and jumping

And felt like nothing he did was helping.

Larry grew hungry as night time fall

He could eat his own leg or nothing at all.

Wide eyed Larry just lied still and stared.

Although he was lonely, he was no longer scared.

Larry felt a big calm washed over his mood

He did not know where it came from, but it was good.

Somehow Larry knew he was free

Even though, through his own eyes, he could not see.                                                                          

As he lay still, he did not go far

A fly made its appearance in the glass jar.

It buzzed and was noisy, curiously looked

Larry knew exactly how to get the fly hooked

As the fly flew near, Larry couldn’t stop

His excitement and hopes of seeing the fly drop

The fly moving closer got Larry in a twist

If he had little fingers, he would have made little fists

Larry focused so hard on catching the fly

He wouldn’t even notice his best friend go by.

Slowly does it, plan for the leap

Something that Larry could do in his sleep

As Larry got ready, the fly noticed the plan

And change direction as quick as he can

In the same moment, Larry jumped up so far

That he find that he jumped right out of the jar!

Butterfly Wings

Butterfly wings
Long to be
Young and Free
Blind, but see
Watching over me

Butterfly wings
New and strong
Can't go wrong
Where you go
You belong

Butterfly wings
Find your sight
Yellow delight
Flowers bright
Butterfly takes flight
 


 Em       Am
Butterfly wings
D           Am
Long to be
D              Am
Young and Free
D              C
Blind, but see
D               G
Watching over me

Em             Am
Butterfly wings
D               Am
New and strong
D                Am
Can't go wrong
D                C
Where you go
D          G
You belong

Em            Am
Butterfly wings
D              Am
Find your sight
D              Am
Yellow delight
D               C
Flower bright
D              G
Butterfly takes flight